Rose Gold

by Rose Gold

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released February 23, 2016

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Rose Gold Tulsa, Oklahoma

Pop punk band from Tulsa, Oklahoma

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Track Name: Nothing for Me Here
Another sleepless night
Dark thoughts creep to mind
I tell myself I'm fine
In the mornings I lay
In my self doubt and shame
I sleep my days away

There’s nothing for me here
Where must I go
I just want to feel at home
Track Name: 4am // Falling Apart
Another day, put on another face
I'm a shell of what I've been
Blood and bone trapped in skin

At night I used to fall asleep
Now I only fall apart
Is this darkness coming for me or from me
Oh, what a time to be alive
I'm alone just like I wished
But deep down I just wanted to be missed

I'm an exposed nerve
That no one deserves
Stability is something I cannot preserve
Do not judge me by the happiness I feign
But by this life that is my bane

At night I used to fall asleep
Now I only fall apart
Is this darkness coming for me or from me
Oh, what a time to be alive
I'm alone just like I wished
But deep down I just wanted to be missed

It's getting worse
The days are doused
I'm treating death like a lighthouse
So I can feel the sorrow slowly soak in my bones
Have you ever waited for yourself to come home
'Cause it's clear to me this body is a black hole
Taking all it's time, it's tax, and all of its toll

At night I used to fall asleep
Now I only fall apart
Is this darkness coming for me or from me
Oh, what a time to be alive
I'm alone just like I wished
But deep down I just wanted to be missed

It's 4 a.m. again
I should be laying in my bed
This body needs some rest
Where is my head
This body needs some rest
Track Name: Pulling Teeth
I am just an object, expendable for your gain
Wash me out like I am just another stain
Stepped on and pushed around
I guess I'm just used to the feel of the ground

You are always pulling me down
So it's time to cut the ropes, swim or drown
Dealing with you is like pulling teeth
So won't you fuck off and let me be

Separate myself from all the shit you've done
Reminding me that I am nothing to everyone
Become a blur, dissipate and disappear
Everything you are is everything I fear

You are always pulling me down
So it's time to cut the ropes, swim or drown
Dealing with you is like pulling teeth
So won't you fuck off and let me be
Feels like you're pulling teeth
Track Name: Infinity
I woke up angry again
I dreamt that everyone I love
Had left me for dead
If I couldn't fix myself
What makes you think that you can?
What makes you think there's a chance?
I'm destined a disaster

Sorry, I can't stay
I'm doing what's best for me
Can't keep it together, despite all my efforts
Sorry, I can't stay
Its not that I don't want to
I just can't carry you

You gave me your word
You said you'd give me room to breathe
I can't be needed, at least not now
I'm not as strong as we'd like for me to be
It's not about who won or who got the upper hand
I just hope you understand that

Lost time is never found

Sorry, I can't stay
I'm doing what's best for me
Can't keep it together, despite all my efforts
Sorry, I can't stay
But I'm in no place to say
But maybe I’ll be back someday

I just need some space
Track Name: Coals
Swallowed my pride
But I could not keep it down
Too loud to hide
But I could not keep it down
All the tension, unmentioned
My feet can't find the ground
Today I’m fighting back
No longer asleep or underground

One more nail in the coffin
My future went numb
Too much pressure to measure
I'm starting to succumb
I can see my effort's not worthy
So when I’m fast asleep will you be proud of me?

Climbed the summit
Just to plummet and fall
So much to do, I do nothing at all
I dug my own grave
I made my own hell
I'm well aware I did this to myself
I can't, I won't accept the help

One more nail in the coffin
My future went numb
Too much pressure to measure
I'm starting to succumb
I can see my effort's not worthy
So when I’m fast asleep will you be proud of me?

I hold onto so much I can barely stand
It's time to let go of these coals in my hands

We were picking fights with gravity
Arguing with hurricanes
Taking swings at the same mistakes
Chasing shadows, losing battles
Bit off more than we could handle
It was all pointless in the end